To my dear OFW sis who always brightened up my gloomy days here onsite — we own the shoulder pop! you rock! Aylabshu!!! mwah! see you soon

sometimes it’s funny how people contradict themselves within a span of 10 seconds just to be noticed.

I’m glad that you are happy.
I’m glad that finally, after seven years, I think you’re finally going to make it

And I’m sorry if I caused you any pain. or trouble. or if i confused you in any way.

I hope you are well.

just please put me back together before you leave and i’ll be okay.

When I fall apart
you can hold me together
you are glue to me

I am holding on to something that wants to let go.

That’s so sad.

Sige – gusto mo pa ba talagang ayusin to? Sabihin mo dito.

There are just so many things unsettled. So many left unsorted. That no matter how much we try to pretend that things are already long gone forgotten, they resurface. They come back.

Even the littlest things dont make me smile anymore. So I find myself in a crossroad. Like where I’ve been months ago. I am scared of what I’m going through.

All I know is that I want to fix things. But I am afraid to do it all alone.

I dread the day.
I dread the day I hear the news.

And I don’t think I will be able to handle the truth.

Whenever I just imagine that happening, my heart is shattered into a million pieces… until i only have grains of sand left.

Must get unstuck.

bye all. i will now stop blogging until i find a reason to.